As I sat down remembering
My first meeting with you
I can help but to wonder...
Is there something within
That makes me stand out
From your other friends ?

You have told me then...
I am different
Though I am thankful but
My mind still seeks
What makes me special
For you to keep me,
Here with you...

Something in my mind keeps coming back…
Can’t help but ask
Is there love within your heart?
This is the question I wanna ask…

Within your heart, you told me
“I wanna keep you,
For I want you to be my true friend and lover too”
These words make my heart beat faster
Feeling the love within…
Though I know
It is just a long distance love affair
But still... there is Love within..

Jan 2005

Love me like I'm innocent
Like I could never cause you pain
Love me like you once did
I wish we were the same

Love me like I have your heart
Like it never broke in my hands
Love me without a stop or pause
Fulfill the words you once said

The hole never emptied
The one holding my love for you,
You can still drown me in it
When we talk, I almost wish you knew

I don't want you drowning
Like me, gasping for air
Ignorant, you're better off
This way I guess it's fair

Maybe you can see it
The way I almost breathe when you're near
Maybe you could guess why
My head's pulled under when you disappear

I think you're flying now
Without me weighing you down
I want to see you soar
Without a single frown

I wish it could be done
Wish I was your perfect girl
Your heart is better off elsewhere
I admit this because I care

You're better off with her
She caught you perfectly when you fell
I love that you two are happy
Which is why I will not tell...

I wish I were your perfect girl
The one who made you fly
I wish I were the one for you
Not the one who made you cry

Your happiness is my deepest desire
So I'll do my best not to ask
The thing I desire second most
This simple Request:

Love me like I'm innocent
Like I could never cause you pain
Love me like you once did...
I wish we were the same.

Jan 2005

Being apart from you isn't easy...
I find myself missing you so often,
in so many ways...
but even though we can't be together right now.
gentle thoughts of you fill my days
and dreams of you fill my nights...
No matter what I'm doing,
I know it would be so much nicer
if I could be sharing it with you...
I keep imagining things you'd say
if you were with me now,
or the way you would laugh
if something funny happened,
and next thing I know,
I'm daydreaming about all the things we'll do
when we're together ...
Although the miles
come between us now,
I still feel so close to you,
and I just keep hoping
For that the day when we
Can be together
because I want you beside me
to talk to,
to hold,
to love.

Love ya.

Jan 2007

I want you Always.... With me
Share in my life.... My hopes,
Laughter and Tears,
Every smile and any sorrow...
I want you Always...
To be a part of,
Every Today, Every Tomorrow...
I want you Always.... In all my dreams...
A part of every fantasy...
I want you Always To love and live with,
To awaken beside each new day
We will share together...
I want Always... To see your sweet smile,
Hear your laughter,
Listen to the soft sound of you sleeping beside me...
I want to Always.... Give all the happiness
You so rightly deserve....
Bring you every joy within my reach...
I will Always....
Be your best friend, your confidant...
The one who shares in all you do...
Through the good and the bad,
I will stand by you...
I promise to Always. Give you all the love,
That fills my heart....
Give you all the passion,
That fills our nights...
To grant you’re every want,
Every need any wish....
Today, Tomorrow
And Always..

U've got to read this hon..

I'm so in love with you
and this spell can't be broken
I can't forget all our memories
and all the words we've spoken.

Take away my sight
and my sanity too
but please don't ask my heart
to take away you.

There's been so many nights
I've laid awake and cried
wondering why we
aren't side by side.

I've had rough days before
but nothing compares to this
all I can do is cry
and ache for your kiss.

Please don't let another
take my place
don't remove my love
don't forget my face.

I love and adore you
to leave you I'd never
it'll all work out baby
we can't stay apart forever.

August 2007.

My head upon your chest,

I fell so in love with your openess,

and in the echoing of your heart,

I know nothing can ever tear us apart.

So safe in the harbor of your arms, I feel so secure.

It's like nothing I've ever known before.

In the sun lit surrending of your eyes,

all my fear of the unknowing dies

I know this is where I'm meant to be,

me loving you,

and you loving me. . . .

I Hate U......

Coz U Wait Me For So Long

I Hate U......

Coz U Bless Me The Dreams

I Hate U...... Coz U Make Me Lively

I Hate U......

Coz U Want Me Perfect

I Hate U......

Coz U Trust Me Blindly

I Hate U......

Coz U Make Me Selfish

I Hate U......

Coz U Stimulate My Feelings

I Hate U......

Coz U Make Me Strong

I Hate U......

Coz U Invlove Me In Unknown Relation

I Hate U......

Coz U Don't Make My Fun

I Hate U......

Coz U Understand Me Coz U Warm My Heart

I Hate U......

Coz U Make Me Broadminded

I Hate U......

Coz U Make Me Poet

I Hate U...... I Hate U...... Coz......... ..

I Madly Love U

The most romantic lines of all times... ( swoon swoon ;) )

Could I ever Love You more?

A question drawn in mind;

a simple question, hard to answer,

one only answered by time......

The only written conclusion,

that hereby comes to mind;

is that I could never Love You more,

given eternity to define the time......

I must say my Dearest though,

such is this sacrifice of mine;

For I want You to always know,

I'll Love You Beyond All Time......

You’re the thought that starts each morning, The conclusion to each day. You are in all that I do, And everything I say. You’re the smile on my face, The twinkle in my eye. The warmth inside my heart, The fullness in my life.. You’re the hand that’s laced in mine, And the coat upon my back. My friend, my love, My shoulder to lean on. You’re my silly, mature, caring, Thoughtful, bright, and honest guy. The one who holds me tightly, When I need to cry. You’re the dimple in my cheek, The ever-constant tingle in my soul. The voice that makes me weak, The happiness of my life. You are all I’ve wanted, You are all I need. You are all I’ve dreamed of, You are all of this to me

A NEEDLE CAN SAVE THE LIFE OF A STROKE PATIENT

No matter where the victim is, do not move him/her. Because, if moved, the capillaries will burst.

Help the victim to sit up where he/she is to prevent him/her from falling over again and then the blood letting can begin .

If you have in your home an injection syringe that would be the best.

Otherwise, a sewing needle or a straight pin will do.

1. Place the needle/pin over fire to sterilize it and then use it to prick the tip of all ......10 fingers.
2. There are no specific acupuncture points, just prick about an mm from the fingernail.
3. Prick till blood comes out.
4. If blood does not start to drip, then squeeze with your fingers.
5. When all 10 digits is bleeding, wait a few minutes then the victim will regain consciousness.

6. If the victim's mouth is crooked , then pull on his ears until they are red.
7. Then prick each earlobe twice until two drops of blood comes from each earlobe.
After a few minutes the victim should regain consciousness.

Wait till the victim regains his normal state without any abnormal symptoms then take him to the hospital.
Otherwise, if he was taken in the ambulance in a hurry to the hospital, the bumpy trip will cause all the capillaries in his brain to burst.

My Everything

Your are my everything, my life, my love,
You are more gorgeous than a flying white dove.

My love for you is so very strong,
Just like the melody to the most beautiful song.

Words cannot describe, how much I love you so,
that of which you will probably never know.

In this mixed up world, you're my reason for going on,
Without you here, I may be gone.

You are my everything. You give me something to look forward to,
There's not much more to say except I love you!

Wat Ever u do my Stupid Heart Beats 4 u

R.I.P Micheal..

You are free now...