Things I don't like about myself!!!!!!

1. I crib for everything and anything.., Yeah, food, clothes, people, places.., You name it.., I crib about it!!!!

2. I am not very good at my verbal language. But I never ever can accept it. I tend to falter for words.., pause among sentences and stuff..., Donno why.., Im Ok when I do the presentations,and in seminars and meetings..., but when it comes to general conversations..., I get stuck!!!!

3. I'm agnostic. Not just about God. About other things as well that require faith and trust in an abstract quality of the human enterprise. True love. Loyal friendships. Unforgettable moments. They may be. They may be not.

4. I'm an impulsive shopper. Everything from clothes, toys, candles, books, accesories...blaah blaah blaah. I never wait for deals. If I want something, I spend first and think later.

5. I buy more books than I read. I have two cabinets in my living room. One for the books I have read. The other has books that I haven't yet opened. It even has a few books with bookmarks because I left them unread halfway. I'm running out of room in this cabinet.

6. I always tend to argue with Raj even for small, miniscule things..., I hate to do this.., but you can say that Im still sooo childish...

7. I love driving around in the rain. My favorite weather is when it's cloudy, dark and gloomy. Chilly, drizzling, slightly windy but not cold. It makes the day slightly better than ordinary.

8. I've become obsessive about the internet..., Phew.., of all the things..., Im on the net almost for abt 18 of the 24 hours..., I do need to get outta this habit...

9. I daydream about action scenes from sci-fi movies and tv shows/ about cricket......... Yes, I have super powers in them. I'm waiting to outgrow this habit, but I've had it for a while now.

10. I avoid calling my parents because I feel I argue with them more than I talk to them.

11. Iam the Jack of All traits..., Yeah I do want to Master them all!!!

12. I am very patronizing and sarcastic in arguments or friendly debates. I feel I have learned more from my life than others have from theirs. If I'm not saying anything, then I'm probably mocking the other person(s) in my head.

13. I constantly make multiple to-do lists and put them in multiple places or computers. I probably can make a list of where all my lists are and what their status is.

14. I'd rather take on too many of things than too few. Feeling purposeful and thereby important feeds my self-esteem.

15. I clean my apartment in long intervals. I wait for it to become really messy and dirty before I clean it all the way instead of on an ongoing basis.

16. I have imaginary conversations with people from the past over unresolved baggage, regrets and lost arguments over otherwise silly things. I would willingly invest in any research of time travel.

17. I keep all the wedding invitations I receive. Lately I have stopped opening them. They go straight into my file.

18. I prefer staying indoors than go out with friends. Except hiking. I'm always up for hiking. Yeah..., :).., Its not that I dont socialise a lot.., But now.., that most of my friends are abroad.., and the ones who are here are actually into matrimony or going the family way.., I dont have much of an option...,

 

19. I have an enormous ego!!!!!!!! Yeah.., people generally tend to give in.., but.., I always get to listen this from my husband..., "You and your EGO!!"

20. I cannot function at work without a Coke in the afternoon. I'm addicted.

21. I can get real selfish at times..., I hate this abt myself.., butttttttttt.., something which belongs to me..., IS MINE!!!

22. I have selective memory. I completely forget conversations and dates randomly, some of which are rather important. If it wasn't written down, there are no guarantees.

23. I get angry very easily... I don't believe in passive-aggression. I will hold a grudge for as long as it takes.

24. I take lots of pictures. I share only a few of them. This annoys a lot of people.

25. I am self-absorbed (obviously). It took me about a couple of hours to write this list. Now I'm pondering if that's too short or too long. I'm writing this list partly because I want to acknowledge my negative tendencies. But mostly I'm curious to see if putting this list out there for the world to see, makes any difference to me. Either I will resolve to work on some of them to become a better individual. Or not.